just start doing.
Last night I made a list of a variety of ways of how to help myself in this tumultuous time-- and today? I took some action, wrote some notes, asked for help, made some contacts...
And you all are great, truly. Thank you for your kind words of support. I wish this were different, or at least, I wished it to be true. Now I just wish to be on to something healthy.
As I am sure makes sense, some of the blog entries where I truly spill about the details of my work situation might be getting edited or private soon (including this sentence).
I'm off to do more things from my list!
Action is better than inaction for me right now-- this simple thing, "doing", is really helping.