Sometimes treading water looks like you aren't going anywhere, because, well, you aren't. And the not going anywhere can very easily look like not very much... can seem like lack of progress, lack of effort, lack of busy-ness and productivity. But there is a lot of scrambling motion under the surface keeping you from drowning, and boy howdy, that sure counts.
Inside, I am feeling all sorts of scrambly.
There's a lot of motion under the surface. A lot of inner work, adjustments, re-realizations, some discomfort, a new cold, many projects, not quite enough time, and no where near enough down time.
There is no down time.
I need to figure out how to figure that out. How to allow for it. Make space for it. Fill the space with down time that feels like down time. I am working against myself at the moment, filling filling filling. Running out of time feels like a daily deal.
Even my dreams have been frenetic and over-filled. I wake puzzled by the flood of images, quests, seeking, complexity and nonsense of them and their too muchness.
Today I am trying to get some things off my list. Some of the too much. Some of the weight of unfinished business. I am trying to avoid avoidance. Do stuff that has been dangling and lingering. Just hit send, just hit publish. Just put it out there, not waiting until or unless, but just trying to get things done *enough*, enough for now.
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Back to my scramblings and do-ings, just have really missed being here.