so yes, we are doing this thing.
They've already started putting medications aside for me (!) which is amazingly wonderful. I guess they went from none to some to some more.... so, I guess I have my own shoebox or something.
I feel so mixed, so crazy. The clarity is this: yes, if I do not try this, I will always wonder what if ....
and that does not mean I am not conflicted, I sure am. This is crazy, it is unlikely, it is in some ways really really irresponsible, it is selfish... and yes, I am absolutely sure my future self would come shake me and say just try it kate. just do this thing. otherwise how will you know?
I'll be back on when I have a plan.
Happy to hear Maredsous is back in the um, saddle? back on the horse? the merrygoround? (why is there no good saying for this?)- Keeping my fingers crossed for her and for all of you who are out there galloping.
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Webster's definition of selfish: concerned excessively or exclusively with oneself; seeking or concentrating on one's own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others
i don't think seeking to fulfill something in our hearts is necessarily selfish. i mean it's not like you're trying for EIGHT!
I am so happy you are able to try again and how amazing that they are helping you with your meds. Now that you have one under your belt and with a few changes this could be really great! I am really hopeful for you!
Hello-
This is the first time I have visited your blog.
I am reaching out to my fellow bloggers to talk about my new non profit Parenthood for Me.org. I am an adoptive mom who underwent IF for 4 years. Our mission is to provide financial and emotional support to those starting families through adoption or medical intervention. Please visit our website and blog http://parenthoodforme.blogspot.com. We are trying to raise awareness and build up the endowement so that we can begin to help people start their families.
Thank you,
Erica Schlaefer
That's great! I really believe that when one has a need the resources will be made available. I'm glad you took a leap of faith for this!
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