06 November 2010


Yup, I am actually peaceful
with, you know, moments of maniacism (maniac-i-tude?)
but mostly peaceful.

So-- it is not your imagination: I went from FREAKING THE FUCK OUT thinking almost nothing but impending doom unless we get the baby out RIGHT NOW and persistent front row DBTs to thinking wait a minute.. we're paying attention, we're doing BPP/NST monitoring, so maybe just maybe, everything really is ok (right now).

I am trying to focus on the peaceful side, and the Tired sure is helping. Hard to run in circles when you're this big and this tired.

Out into the world then home to nap (I hope)--


babyinterrupted said...

Thinking about you every day! Because, oh, Kate - and I know you already know this - it is so, so worth the wait. And you will be such a wonderful mama, and this baby will be so loved by both of you. Here's hoping all that love just calls baby right out of there asap. :)

Mo and Will said...

Oh! So glad to hear that you are feeling so peaceful. that is just wonderful : )

Every day I log on with you in mind, wondering, wondering will it be today for kate? will she meet her baby today? so, so magical this time for you.


Emily Erin said...

Glad that you're at peace. Sending love and a few 'come out come out' baby vibes.

Anonymous said...

OMG you are my hero.

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linda said...

+6 now? That little one is sure taking its time coming out. :-)

Enjoy your last few days of pregnancy...everything is about to change so big, so wonderfully! I can't wait to see post of the big day!

alyssa said...

i'm betting on wednesday, but only because the baby should share his/her b'day with me and sprog.

B. said...

I'm so excited for you to meet your little one (and to hear all about him/her and your first impressions), but glad to hear that you're enjoying the peace of this wait. If I should happen to have another child, I'll want my doc to speak with your OB so mine won't threaten to induce if I go a minute past the "due" date.

Wednesday's my favorite day of the week, so I'm with Alyssa. Your baby's coming on Wednesday. I'm also a fan of the 18th of each month, but I won't make you wait that long.

Love to you & Doug & baby!