Alas, the cyst persists, so no IVF, no stims this month.
and rumor has it they want me to take the month off
not just IUI instead of IVF off
but off off. Like no IUI and "don't try this at home" off. I will know more tomorrow after the nurse has a chance to talk once again to the doc (they had a broken cell phone conversation so detail is lacking).
How can I make this something good?
a vacation from progesterone suppositories? from the 2WW? from the ovulation predictor pee sticks from hell?
a month to pay off a tiny bit of debt rather than rack up huge new debt (ignoring the meds I just bought)?
is there some way to look at this that will make it ok or does it/will it just feel like shit?
I can look at it as a balancing month.
Yeah, that could be it.
I wish I could give myself permission to stop taking the DHEA but I can't.
My mood? tender, with a touch of defeat.