and I am simply thrilled
and relieved more than i can say
and scared that something bad will happen.
on a positive note, I came back to Squam and slept all afternoon,
and now, surrounded by beautiful creative people and am trying to pretend that I believe I belong.
amazing how this belonging thing, this fear of being an outsider, bites me in the ass even in my older age.
off to eat and celebrate.
thank you for your sweet notes, I look forward to reading them now that I found wifi!!!