The ultrasound this morning was with a nice person named Julie who actually introduced herself to me before the procedure. 6 follicles this time, including a tiny new one (10mm) since friday. 2 of them over 18mm already so, we'll see what the E2 says. I should hear the official report this afternoon about what is next and will update tonight.
I have only enough medications for tomorrow. So if they want me to go longer, well, the logistics have me a little worried. I know the amazing pharmacy will help if I need something fast (free overnight shipping, bless them). But really? I am ready to be done.
I have to say, the emotional side of this is starting to kick my ass. I'm feel pretty well wrung out. I am ok- really, I am. I just am aware of an upswing in the same kind of creepingshit thinking that is oh so familiar to me from the clomid days. So. I am trying to keep a handle on it since really, that is all I can do. But, this part is clear: I do not want to feel this way.
Thanks to Maredsous and Joannah and GradeA and Sarah and bb and Elle and Nic and Mo and B (alas,no link!) and Alyssa and Karen and my own fine sister for your kind comments and sweet support. While I am feeling far from brave, I sure am feeling supported. Thank you all.