I was not going to test today, was just not. was going to take the day off from the psychological trauma. But then I finally did anyway when I got back from my hike, because I'm kate. and no.
temp still up, no period, no positive, no idea.
I know there are late positives
and some very late positives
and some of those turn into babies
I know it is possible, even it if is unlikely.
I know it.
And I sure hope I have one of those late positives, particularly one that turns into a baby, because really? This is sort of a mind fuck.
On the other hand, this now-into-the-3-week-wait thing is in keeping with the way this whole cattywonkus cycle has been going (that I am sure is spelled some other way than what I guessed but spell check is not helping me out). The most likely outcome I imagine is that I will get a blood test on tuesday. And I imagine I will stop the suppositories after that shows a negative. And I imagine that my period will eventually come.
And so yes. I mean no.
clear as mud.