opportunity

Just a quick post today-- late yesterday I asked Gaian for another tarot (my first since before the pregnancy), you know, just because I am exploring other ways at looking at things.
I asked about Baby-- did not know how to couch the question so it ended up being just that.
And while I will not share the whole thing here at the moment-- Death is the opportunity card. This time I read the whole thing.

Death
Dying and being born

You have the opportunity to become aware that while something in your life is dying, something else is nearing its time to be born. Take the time that you need to grieve for that which is dying, whether it is a cherished dream, a relationship or a belief system. Don't rush the process or deny all your turbulent feelings. Death isn't pretty; it hurts. It's painful. Whatever dies, is dead, and it will never return again in the same form. But just as the Dark Moon gives way to the New, and Winter gives way to Spring, Rebirth will surely follow Death. When you are ready to let go of grief, you will find yourself emptied out and clean, and ready for the next stage of your journey.

CCRM rescheduled for the 16th. We see the local RE on monday.