Otherwise, headachy, getting tired faster, a few twinges in my innards but really, I'm ok so far. It is weird to think of stimming without suppression--who knows what is going on in there! Sweet commenters, thank you-- not sure I would say I have inner peace, or clarity, or a good attitude but I am trying to stay calm(er), and seeing if I can stay positive. Friday will help me a lot if things look good. I tell myself that this will turn out better this time around, and I am hopeful it will-- but really? how do I know? I don't. I just hope. I'm a hoper from way back.
At the library now with two friends to write-- will shoot up in the bathroom here slowly and carefully-- and-- happily before and after I'll be working a bit on my novel. Ciao.