Why can I not count?
Saturday was IUI day, = 0dpo.
See? I can do it now......I realized this morning with a big ole headslapping Doh!
Wishful hopeful Crazy was trying to rush time.
In my defense, I thought yesterday was Tuesday for much of the day,
but alas, I was wrong.
How embarrassing. I did this last time too-- counted IUI day as day 1.
So today is 3dpo. Really. This time I mean it.
I am ready to feel something even though my little clusters of cells are probably just emerging from their fallopian tube slow motion thrill ride and will spend a few more days checking out the possible neighborhoods before choosing a place to settle in.
Progesterone side effects in full swing, more tired than yesterday, breasts still sore, belly/guts still bizarre (you can probably hear the gurgling madness from where you're sitting, sounds like I am trying to communicate with whales). Same old same old.
hoping hoping hoping and
feeling cynical/skeptical/doubtful/certain it will not work
ahh the sweet multiplicity of IF.